It rained outside right into Hadrian’s soul.

The boy lay dead
On the low couch, on whose denuded whole,
To Hadrian’s eyes, that at their seeing bled,
The shadowy light of Death’s eclipse was shed.

The boy lay dead and the day seemed a night
Outside. The rain fell like a sick affright
Of Nature at her work in killing him.
Through the mind’s galleries of their past delight
The very light of memory was dim.
...
Antinous is dead, is dead forever,
Is dead forever and the loves lament.
Venus herself, that was Adonis’ lover,
Seeing him again, having lived, dead again,
Lends her great skyey grief now to be blent
With Hadrian’s pain.
(F. Pessoa)